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[Fiction Review] “The Name-Bearer” by Natalia Hernandez

Full Title: The Name-Bearer: Flowers of Prophecy Book 1
Author: Natalia Hernandez
Published: October 11, 2022 by Amazon Publishing (KDP)
Genres: Fiction, Young Adult, Fantasy, LGBTQ+, Hispanic & Latino American Literature
Edition Details: 296 pages, ebook
Source: Purchased
Rating: {4/5 stars}

This is a spoiler-free review. No details will be shared from the storyline itself that aren’t available or inferred from the book jacket and online descriptions.

First Glance

I remember when I first ran across this author on TikTok (@NataliaHernandezAuthor), long before her books came into being. She had just experienced a wild dream, one with flowers that named the royals as they were born.

I’m so happy she decided to take that idea and run with it! I picked up this book when I was lucky enough to do so for free during a sale.

Positive Bits

This world is unique and interesting as we explore it via the main character’s life. The author used Guatemalan culture and mythology to color her worldbuilding, and it comes through as rich and beautiful descriptions of the people and locales of the story. The bits of Spanish woven in have their meanings generally spelled out or clear within context, whether you would choose to look up their translations or not. You don’t have to speak the language to enjoy the story, while it enriches the world by reminding us of the source inspirations.

The plot of this story is what originally drew me in, and it doesn’t disappoint. I can’t get into specifics without spoilers, but overall the Name-Bearer weaves in friendship and romance as subplots that fit into the bigger story being told. I also appreciate that she explains the meanings of names (as knowing them has been part of her training). As a writer, I know how much thought you can put into the meaning behind names… and this seems like the perfect plot-appropriate way to share those meanings with the reader. And in a world where magical Flowers name the royals, it makes sense that people would be more selective and purposeful in naming their children as a whole.

I think the setup for Book 2 has been done well, as far as hints dropped within Book 1. I’ll only know for sure when I read Book 2 down the road, but it seems like important characters are given their own goals and reasons to continue being part of the story. I have theories…

Less Enjoyable Bits

As a queer polyamorous person, I’m fiending for clarity on the romance front. I knew to expect a female romantic interest, but there are layers to the Name-Bearer’s experience that leave me wondering if there’s going to be a choice in the future. I’d love to see a “why choose” style situation instead, but I’m biased! Mostly, the romantic options seem a little too ill-defined as we meet Person 1, Person 2, and what appears to be Person 3. I was left trying to track where the romance was heading, and it disappointed me.

This book is written to cover about a decade of the Name-Bearer’s life in one story. This isn’t a spoiler so much as a warning. I started reading the 13 year old girl’s story with the expectation that the first chapter was a prologue… only to discover that we would follow her life between the moment of the Flowers refusing to name the Prince to adulthood. If you don’t like time jumps or struggle to stay on track, consider this a warning.

While I enjoyed this book and didn’t put it down unless required (for work or parenting duties), the style is something that didn’t connect for me personally. The format of the story reminds me of listening to a storyteller or reading a screenplay. Descriptions of scenes and the locations they occurred in were extremely detailed, but the actions of the characters themselves were often described to the reader rather than shown on the page. For example, the Name-Bearer could ask someone where they came from, and that person would then have a paragraph along the lines of “he proceeded to describe his childhood, here are the details he shared”. With how elaborate the scene setting was written, it left me yearning for the characters’ voices rather than a summary of what they said.

Tidbits Worth Repeating

For the goddess Danray is the goddess of both battle and transition. That is why both the butterfly and the phoenix are so prevalent in Danrayen culture. They are both creatures undone to become something more than they once were.

Is it worth the coin?

Yes – if this sounds like your cup of tea or ran across your FYP at some point before it was written, consider picking it up. Book 2 is coming out at the end of June 2023, so you won’t have to wait long to continue the story.

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[Fiction Review] “Can’t Spell Treason Without Tea” by Rebecca Thorne

Full Title: Can’t Spell Treason Without Tea: A Cozy Fantasy Steeped with Love (Tomes & Tea Cozy Fantasies #1)
Author: Rebecca Thorne
Published: September 15, 2022 by self-publishing
Genres: Fiction, Cozy Fantasy, LGBTQ+ Romance, LGBTQ+ Fantasy
Edition Details: ebook
Source: Purchased
Rating: {5/5 stars}

This is a spoiler-free review. No details will be shared from the storyline itself that aren’t available or inferred from the book jacket and online descriptions.

First Glance

As I stated in my review of A Pirate’s Life for Tea, I read the two books of this series out of order on purpose. I wanted to see if Book 2 could be read as a stand alone (it can), but then I needed to know how it all started.

Positive Bits

I think I’ve found a romance trope or plot that I prefer above all others: the pre-existing relationship! We start the story with Kianthe and Reyna already being a couple, and we follow the changes (and challenges) of their relationship in this book rather than watching a new romance blossom. To each their own, but I deeply enjoyed having a story that started with a couple making choices to deepen their relationship.

My understanding of our main couple in Book 2 fit who they were in Book 1. Knowing they end up alive and well by the end of the story, it was still nice to see where some of the plot points originated here. The stakes in this book seemed higher, but this *is* a cozy fantasy… so no one was maimed in the making of this story.

Without ruining anything, I can say that I enjoyed the tension of this story largely living outside of the relationship. It gives a healthy taste of “us against the world” for Kianthe and Reyna, and we get to celebrate their successes (and share their failures). The side characters are given enough depth to feel like more than props for the main characters to act upon/around.

Less Enjoyable Bits

I’m dying to know more about the two powerful forces we hear about in this series over and over. The murderous queen from the book blurb feels like a Disney villain, and I prefer the kind of villains that make you question which side is right. We just don’t know enough about her (yet?) to understand her motives.

The same can be said about the Magicary, which is a nebulous location full of mages found *somewhere over there* and not used as an active location for the story. There’s enough information to hint that the elders there are stuffy old mages, but I’m left wanting to know far more about the place. How do you end up there for training? How many people are mages in this world? How many different kinds of magic are there? I feel like I’m missing out on interesting stuff hidden in the Magicary’s walls, especially as we meet someone else who attended there with Kianthe.

My only other complaint is that a couple who ends up together by Book 2 isn’t really brought together by the end of Book 1. We get to find out they like one another (begrudgingly), and they start to grow close due to events requiring them to work together… but then they’re together in Book 2, as far as I recall. They’re another fun side couple, so I’m disappointed they didn’t get a chance for an “on screen” heart-to-heart in this story.

Tidbits Worth Repeating

I had to dig for quotes that don’t spill the beans…

You know I wouldn’t choose someone for their coin. I love you because you’re amazing. You find worth in me, not my title or magic… No one else sees past that. Ever.

How in every hell did I fall in love with someone so intelligent, and somehow so, so stupid?

Is it worth the coin?

Yes – Rebecca Thorne’s cozy fantasy novels are fun and heartfelt. They have queer representation all around, great communication between romantic partners, and lots of jokes to lighten the mood.

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[Fiction Review] “This Gilded Abyss” by Rebecca Thorne

Full Title: This Gilded Abyss
Author: Rebecca Thorne
Published: June 6, 2023 by self-publishing
Genres: Fiction, LGBTQ+ Horror, LGBTQ+ Fantasy
Edition Details: 287 pages, ebook
Source: ARC – requested directly from author
Rating: {5/5 stars}

This is a spoiler-free review. No details will be shared from the storyline itself that aren’t available or inferred from the book jacket and online descriptions.

First Glance

I thoroughly enjoyed Thorne’s writing style in her cozy fantasy novels, but I’m glad she decided to try a different genre here. I like a variety of genres, and cozy fantasy limits you on the amount of action and trouble the characters can get into.

There’s a detailed list of content warnings for the book, and I believe they cover all of the topics you might find triggering.

Positive Bits

This story handles worldbuilding with a deft hand, keeping us from drowning in details but also providing enough information for us to come along for the ride. Anytime I found myself curious about a royal title or a historical reference mentioned, it was explained just pages later for us.

The enemies to lovers relationship between Nix and Kess (referenced in the description) feels authentic. The reason they fell apart in the past makes sense, allowing us to experience Nix’s hurt and grief as well as her processing of those emotions. I find many romance plots lean on misunderstandings in a way that feels silly or frustrating, but Thorne made their conflict feel real and important. We get to watch the tension of the main plot and the romance grind forward in ways that can’t be ignored.

In the intro of the book, Thorne left a note for her mother that there was spice in Chapter 23. This is true, but I wanted to make note for those who aren’t as interested in spicy stories. The intimacy between Nix and Kess isn’t just spice – it’s so well done! It feels necessary to the plot, showing us their connection and using their actions (spicy and not) to show us how they’re feeling.

Less Enjoyable Bits

I don’t like cliffhangers! The story ends without resolving the major problems at hand (at least a few of them), and we’re not safe and sound when the last page turns. I’m eager for book 2 in 2024, but I’ll admit I often avoid series of books for this reason.

Without ruining any plot points, there are details about the world’s conflicts (war, different countries, etc) that I just didn’t get enough information about yet. This plays a large role toward one of the main plot points, and it’s largely on purpose as a device to build tension. I enjoy more info dumping than most people, though, so perhaps this is just a me thing.

Tidbits Worth Repeating

Not yet, little speck.

Is it worth the coin?

Yes – Rebecca Thorne’s book is fast-paced and imaginative. Assuming none of the content warnings are huge red flags for you, I think this book is a fun ride worth taking.

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[Fiction Review] “A Pirate’s Life for Tea” by Rebecca Thorne

Full Title: A Pirate’s Life for Tea (Tomes & Tea Cozy Fantasies #2)
Author: Rebecca Thorne
Published: February 23, 2023 by self-publishing
Genres: Fiction, Cozy Fantasy, LGBTQ+ Romance, LGBTQ+ Fantasy
Edition Details: ebook
Source: ARC – requested directly from author
Rating: {5/5 stars}

This is a spoiler-free review. No details will be shared from the storyline itself that aren’t available or inferred from the book jacket and online descriptions.

First Glance

This book can be read without first reading Can’t Spell Treason with Tea. I requested a copy of this book when Thorne mentioned on TikTok that she wanted readers who hadn’t read book one yet.

My only awareness of this series before reading book two was that it included [1] lesbians, [2] magic, and [3] tea.

Positive Bits

I have a soft spot for cozy fantasy and fluff fiction. In a world that’s so chaotic and overwhelmingly bad at times, having guaranteed happily ever afters is more important than ever.

This book is an interesting outsider’s view of a romance as it blooms. The main characters from book one, Kianthe and Reyna, switch back and forth in perspectives as they watch two other women fall in love. You know how it feels when you read a corny romance book and wrinkle your nose at something silly the characters have done? Kianthe and Reyna join the reader in reacting to the antics of Bobbie and Serina. And if you love puns, you’ll definitely love Kianthe…

The plot kept me interested outside of the “relation-shipwreck” (ha!) as we dig into a regional lord and his questionable activities. There were plenty of tie-ins to the first book that were detailed enough to avoid confusion but vague enough to make me want book one ASAP. The dragon eggs mentioned in the book’s description played far less of a role than I expected, but there were hints as to why (both past and future) that might be the case. For those easily bored with too much cozy in their cozy fantasy, this book offers a bit of action and danger to spice things up. Given the genre, it’s obvious that no one dies or experiences traumatic loss (thank the gods!), but we have enough friction to keep the overarching plot relevant outside of the romance in progress.

Less Enjoyable Bits

My version of the book was an advanced copy, so there was still time to make adjustments when I read it. Thorne asked readers to reach out with any issues or comments, so I did. I won’t ruin any plot details, but I made a comment about a character introduction that was taken seriously (and positively). I know how hard and uncomfortable it can be to receive feedback on your work, so I appreciated her openness to discussion.

There’s a bit of a distance in observing the budding relationship between Bobbie and Serina that’s odd. I think this is largely in part to only experiencing their relationship as viewed by Kianthe and Reyna as outsiders. In a standard romance story, you’d get some of the internal dialogue from the romantic partners in addition to witnessing their interactions. The romance is still believable and acceptable as the story progresses, but I don’t know that I favor reading romance from a couple of steps away.

I almost wish this story had been a little less cozy! There are a couple of points where the tension is high enough to be more than a speedbump to the characters, but overall the main couple Kianthe and Reyna stayed almost too calm and happy the entire time. It didn’t hurt the plot, but it didn’t necessarily help either. It felt like maybe they were getting some downtime after book one being a bit spicier?

Tidbits Worth Repeating

My favorite quotes give away plot details, so I can’t include them. However, I loved this:

To the people who gave me one star reviews because the first book “had lesbians.” I doubled the lesbians in this one. Just for you. – Dedication

Is it worth the coin?

Yes – Rebecca Thorne’s book is cozy and funny and has lesbians AND pirates. What are you waiting for?

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you are worthy [poem]

you are worthy of every good thing that happens to you
repeat this every morning to your reflection
until it feels like fact

you are allowed to be happy
even when there is nothing special to be happy about
your smile is allowed to flourish in the sunlight
without explaining itself to the lazy wilted daisies

you are full of potential the way a beach is full of sand
don’t ever think your last chance has come and gone
just shake out the other shoe
count each grain that escapes another
hidden opportunity

you are so easy to love at first sight
that puppies can’t resist the urge to kiss you
this is a super power
embrace it and do good

you are a gift on a random Tuesday
a free coffee with extra whip
some people don’t like the taste of sweet things
because they prefer to stay black coffee bitter
be sweet anyway

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limitless love [poem]

once I believed in true love like it was some
once in a lifetime thing
like we only get one shot at happiness
and everything else is just a lonely heart trying too hard
to light a fire in the middle of the ocean
my greatest lesson has been unlearning such
limited measures of what love can be
the world is a thousand times more beautiful
with love in every breath and heartbeat

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coming out [poem]

I’m in a constant state of coming out
my closet too big
more bedroom than walk in storage space
people see what they expect to see
a lesbian married to her amazing wife
rather than a polyamorous demisexual
married to the woman who loves her best
they see short hair and see dyke
don’t see the way my eyes roam over the male form
and so every day is an act of playing prism
scattering the light until they see
my rainbow on the walls

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ocean [poem]

in a world where love is
the act of diving into the ocean
without looking for sharks
I am both
the woman who moves further inland
when faced with coastal rainstorms
and the unseen creature
living at the bottom of the marianas trench
that has absolutely no desire to see the light
that is to say
I find love to be an inhospitable home
I can’t climb out of or into fast enough

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panromantic love [poem]

Love
I don’t care what kind of body will hold you
as long as that body is willing to hold this body
I’ve given up all pretense of fitting in
stopped shaving things people expect to be hairless
stopped worrying about this size and shape
except for when it affects my happiness
so why would I care what body you call home
other than to know where to lay my head down at night
once I finally meet you?

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wild love [poem]

the first time I come out as polyamorous
I’m only loud about it in safe spaces
surrounded by my family of quirky friends
and a community of weirdos
used to self exploration leading down
the winding uncut paths often overlooked

the eleventh time I come out as polyamorous
I’ve got a system in place
I know how to time it just right
give someone this new word to explain
the pieces of my backstory
they suddenly find fitted together in
an unfamiliar pattern

the forty fifth time I come out as polyamorous
it’s mostly an afterthought
as I realize my effort to flirt is brushed off
my married status confused with monogamy
as if I belong to anyone but myself
I paint a wild love across my lips
and beg him to kiss it off

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polyamory [poem]

polyamory is never being the forever love
in a world that promises
a one true match for each of us
it is the act of accepting transience in love
for the rest of your life
even when you know it means
everyone will leave eventually
it is the terrifying reality
of tiptoeing between the landmines in a lover’s mind
the ones other people put there to keep you out
and it’s knowing you may clear the field of danger
just in time
for someone else’s forever to begin
without you in it
polyamory is so many loves like stars
but also the vast stretches of black loneliness
between them
it is never easy