sometimes
when it’s late at night
between the heartbeats
i hear them
seconds
s l i p p i n g a w a y
and
i panic
fingers grasping at air
trying to pull back time and
put it in my pocket and
stop the waste
before it
stops
me
Tag: anxiety
brave [poem]
You are brave
in the way you climb out of that bed
each morning and dare to face each new day
breathing. Inhale, exhale, repeat. Brave
in the way your dented tin heart keeps
beating in your chest, ignoring the rust and
refusing to stop pumping life through
your unwilling veins. Brave
in the way you insist on taking up space
when the urge to curl up into a knotted ball
of useless paper hits you, hard. You spread out
to make others feel your presence, saying
I’m here. I’m still here. Brave
in the way you don’t hide your scars and
your voice can be heard even when broken and
the wounds aren’t shameful secrets. Instead
you honor your survival with the admittance of
your weaknesses and their brutal beauty. Brave
in the way your soul fears the light and
the dark in equal measure. The light, a bright
unknown happiness. The dark, a seductive
and familiar pain. The fear, a sign you know
what’s necessary versus what’s easy. Brave
in every way. Brave.