I forgot to take my medicine
but getting up to go to the bathroom for it is
admitting that I’m still awake
thinking about things and
dwelling on things and
realizing I’ve forgotten my damned medicine
again
ugh
it’s winter though
so allergies aren’t really a thing or
at least I pretend to believe that as I lay here
not sleeping
and totally hyper focused on those
stupid pills
I haven’t taken yet
damn it